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A New Me
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Im on the road to discovery! On this journey I will find out new things about myself. Maybe things I dont want to know...but thats okay! Its all apart of the journey! On this adventure I will need to guidance of my dearest humans for the road to discovery is a rough one. So wish me luck!
FOR NARNIA AND FOR ASLAN!!
FOR NARNIA AND FOR ASLAN!!
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Lost
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Not a day goes by without asking myself, "What am I doing with my life?".
I always never seem to find the answer but I always find a way to distract myself from this question....fearing I won't like the answer that I find.
So to avoid finding the answer I draw or I watch a tv show or go to sleep!
But I am only welcomed with the weirdest dreams I will ever experienced!
Lately I haven't been drawing and I never have time to sleep anymore which makes me very sad.
I am simply a lost sheep walking around without a real motivation to do anything.
So I continue to search.
Not too sure what I am looking for but I hope i find it soon...
I don't know how long I can keep this up.
Lost
and
Confused.
I always never seem to find the answer but I always find a way to distract myself from this question....fearing I won't like the answer that I find.
So to avoid finding the answer I draw or I watch a tv show or go to sleep!
But I am only welcomed with the weirdest dreams I will ever experienced!
Lately I haven't been drawing and I never have time to sleep anymore which makes me very sad.
I am simply a lost sheep walking around without a real motivation to do anything.
So I continue to search.
Not too sure what I am looking for but I hope i find it soon...
I don't know how long I can keep this up.
Lost
and
Confused.
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Thinking...
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You know i've been thinking.
I've been doing a lot of thinking.
I've been thinking about life.
I've been thinking about friends.
I've been thinking about what I can do to become a better friend.
I've been thinking about how I can better myself.
I've been thinking about how I change myself to be a better person for everyone.
I've been thinking about what I can do so that I may truly understand myself.
I've been thinking about school, family and all the works!
However maybe im doing alittle too much thinking.
And really I all i need to do is just to....
Wait what was I saying?
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...
....
Oh thats right.
I've been thinking...
I've been doing a lot of thinking.
I've been thinking about life.
I've been thinking about friends.
I've been thinking about what I can do to become a better friend.
I've been thinking about how I can better myself.
I've been thinking about how I change myself to be a better person for everyone.
I've been thinking about what I can do so that I may truly understand myself.
I've been thinking about school, family and all the works!
However maybe im doing alittle too much thinking.
And really I all i need to do is just to....
Wait what was I saying?
.
..
...
....
Oh thats right.
I've been thinking...
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The BEST time to be confused
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Well im not sure but im not clueless.
Im between the line of two different worlds.
At first i thought i knew, but then along came dought and then followed its good friend confusion.
With these two in my head I've completely lost my path to what I really want and what I should be feeling.
Every single day I question myself on who I am and what I need to do on answering my question.
When I think I have the answer its then challenged by my two other selves.
So then i end up where i started.
On the boarderline.
God this sucks.
I wish there was an easier way to know the truth, but there isnt.
I'm going to have to go through this like everyone else.
But im tired of guessing.
I just want to know so that I can move on and embrace my life once again.
Im between the line of two different worlds.
At first i thought i knew, but then along came dought and then followed its good friend confusion.
With these two in my head I've completely lost my path to what I really want and what I should be feeling.
Every single day I question myself on who I am and what I need to do on answering my question.
When I think I have the answer its then challenged by my two other selves.
So then i end up where i started.
On the boarderline.
God this sucks.
I wish there was an easier way to know the truth, but there isnt.
I'm going to have to go through this like everyone else.
But im tired of guessing.
I just want to know so that I can move on and embrace my life once again.
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Back to School...
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So im starting my final year in High School.
And to be honest im really excited.
I am one step closer to fulfilling the career that i've always wanted! ;3
And this year I choose non stressful courses that would give me a heart attack before my time.
Not like last semester when i had University math, chemistry, physics and English.
Holly shit i just wanted to die last semester.
but it made me realize i was not university material.
And im happy i found out now than when i was in university...
completely screwing myself over.
So yeah.
Im just excited.
Times really going by...really fast.
And to be honest im really excited.
I am one step closer to fulfilling the career that i've always wanted! ;3
And this year I choose non stressful courses that would give me a heart attack before my time.
Not like last semester when i had University math, chemistry, physics and English.
Holly shit i just wanted to die last semester.
but it made me realize i was not university material.
And im happy i found out now than when i was in university...
completely screwing myself over.
So yeah.
Im just excited.
Times really going by...really fast.
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